A broken heart
Dear Audrina,
Unfortunately you have broken your first heart...your mommy's. Today you wanted nothing to do with me it seems. You only wanted grandma. It seems that studying so much has taken it's tole on you. Do you really spend more time with Grandma then me? I didn't think so but now I have to think twice. Is it really worth studying to get a good grade and have you in turn rather have grandma then me? No, it's not. It hurts so much to see you cry for grandma as she walks off. Why can't you be comforted in my arms? My heart aches. Your brother loves having his grandparents but at the end of the day he would always prefer mommy and daddy and that comforts me. But you, I have to think twice about. I have consciously made the decision to spend more time with you. Not just the time it takes to feed you and bathe you and put you to sleep but the real quality mother daughter time. Maybe just for today you needed grandma, maybe it's a one time thing. But when I reached for you and you told me no, it hurt inside, I can't lie.
Love you always and forever,
Mommy
posted by Naomi Senior at
10/11/2008 11:16:00 PM
2 Comments:
I feel for you.
Faith has been in this Da-da stage for awhile now. For the most part, I think it's absolutely wonderful that she is so attached to Dan, but there are times where it can make me want to cry because I get hurt when she runs to him and doesn't want me.
Don't ever kick yourself and feel like you don't do enough with Jonah or Audrina. The opposite is true. It's quality time that matters, and I know you guys focus on that.
By
Rachel, At
October 13, 2008 at 6:53 PM
ps. I love Audrina's bow in the first picture. I am partial to bows on little girls!
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Rachel, At
October 13, 2008 at 6:53 PM
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